物心ついた時には父子家庭
母親に会いたいけど どうしようもねぇ
幼くても感じていたタブー
「母親」の話題話し
周りの大人に気遣い
絶対出さない 「会いたい…」
なんて言葉 昨日の様だ
鮮明に今でも残ってる
母の日なんか苦痛な1日
それだけで学校休む理由に
周りと違う環境に卑屈に
それがいつか反抗期の理由に
かざして沢山の人 傷つけた
それでも抑えが きかなかった
心の弱さから逃げていた
誰かのせいにしながら
自分の何かを守るのに必死だった
何でも良かった 逃げる理由、都合は
誰でも良かった 傷つける人達
チッポケな信念 正当化の様に叫んだ
自分の過去 トラウマなだけ
それが消したい ただそれだけ
誰かに当たれば それが理由に
認めてくれると 自分の都合に
＊Love My mother
あなたに会いたいただそれだけ
Love My mother
側にいて欲しかっただけ
Love My mother 成長した分だけ
Love My mother 側で見守って欲しかっただけ
親父は自営業 帰りは深夜
帰らない日も沢山あった
多分 オレ楽させる為だけ
金なんかで苦労させたくないだけ
昔はそれが分からず 求めていた
2人分の気持ち期待していた
自分と同じ年には会社作り
生活支えて 忙しい
玄関先倒れて救急車 それが参観日 当日の朝
書いた似顔絵病室で渡した
ベッドで無理して笑って受け取った
愛 足りない分 くれた金
それが欲しかったわけじゃなかった
周りの様に 友達の様に
ただただ遊んで欲しいかった
正直 金では苦労しなかった
たけど周りの様に愛 求めて彷徨った
無い物ねだり 愛を欲しがり
手にないモノを掴みたいと叫んだ
周りの大人は敵だらけ
家族すら信じない事だらけ
母親がいない そんなドラマ
他人はそれ以上に信じない トラウマ
＊Love My mother あなたに会いたいただそれだけ
Love My mother 側にいて欲しかっただけ
Love My mother 成長した分だけ
Love My mother 側で見守って欲しかっただけ
ある日かかってきた 一本の電話
数年振り 母親の声が
泣きながら伝えた
「会いたい…」の言葉
声だけ 隣りで久々 出会えた
今まで会えなかった距離が
5歳の記憶が懐かしい
その時はすでに片親 周りには恥ずかしい
出会えるまでの月日 10年かかった
Love My mother 産んでくれて本当にありがとう
Love My mother 幼き頃の記憶無いだけ
Love My mother そんな事も過去なだけ
Love My mother それ以上に時を過ごすだけ
＊Love My mother あなたに会いたいただそれだけ
Love My mother 側にいて欲しかっただけ
Love My mother 成長した分だけ
Love My mother 側で見守って欲しかっただけ
The father and son home when it went discretion
We are not helpless I want to meet a mother
The young also talk topic of taboo “mother”, which has been felt
The concern in adults around
We are not issued absolutely “want to meet …”
It’s like yesterday words Nante
It remains even clearly now
Mother’s Day something painful day
The reason to rest school it just
And subservient to around and different environment
The reason for it someday rebellious phase
And hurt a lot of people by holding
Still suppressed did not hear
It had escaped from the weakness of the mind
While to blame someone
I was desperate to protect their own something
Why run away and was good at what, convenient
People hurt anyone good at was
I cried like a puny belief justification
As much as his own past trauma
Just like that you want to erase it
In if hits someone it reason
To us and their convenience admitted
* My mother Just like that you want to meet you in just
Just wanted you to have the My mother side
The My mother grown minute only
Just wanted to watch at My mother side
Father is self-employed way home from midnight
Many had some days you do not go home
Only to be probably my ease
I just do not want to be struggling with something gold
In the past we had asked not know it
I was hoping the feeling of two people
Company making the same year that he
The busy supporting life
It falls outside the front door to the ambulance that morning of the visit the day
It was passed in wrote portrait hospital room
Received with a smile is impossible to in bed
Minute and gave me money not enough love
I did not mean it wanted
Like a friend as around
I did not want to play nothing but
In honest money I did not struggle
Was wandering in search of love as around I was
The gully wishing to desiring too much love
Shouted want to grasp the not things in hand
Adult around enemy riddled
Full of things I do not believe even family
Such drama there is no mother
Trauma others I do not believe in it more
* My mother Just like that you want to see you
Just wanted you to have the My mother side
The My mother grown minute only
Just wanted to watch at My mother side
One of the incoming call one day
The voice of a few years mother
It was reportedly crying
Word of the “Aitai …”
We have met after a long time in the next only voice
The distance that did not meet until now
Storage of 5-year-old nostalgic
The embarrassing around single parent at that time
It took meet until the month in ’10
* My mother Thank you very much gave birth
Just no memory of the time My mother Infant
My mother such a thing only be past
My mother and only spend the time any more to
* My mother Just like that you want to see you
Just wanted you to have the My mother side
The My mother grown minute only
Just wanted to watch at My mother side
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